我要同類!!有沒有別人 跟我一樣很想被安慰 ,有時候 孤單的很 需要另一個同類, 誰愿变成童话里我爱的那个天使 张开双手变成翅膀守护我, 我不难过 这不算什么 只是为什么眼泪会流,开始懂了, 为何总到失去才懂的难过,都是为我的错!

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

VOTE FOR MY KOR! MARVIN!

http://www.m5concept.com/VIRUSMagazine/vote.html


vote for MARVIN! hahaha WOW! suddenly marvin is cool! ahhaha

Saturday, July 02, 2005

a place where they call HOME!

welcome to the underground world... this place reveals the true side of nature. a side where the abondon ones were being accepted, where as though an orphan found his home... its a place where they could take off thier mask and be who they really are- for a few hours. just like cinderrella, where everything turns back to normal at 12... their's were at 4 - 4am.

it took mi a long struggle before i could garnnered all my energy and courage to write this. can't kept things too long in my heart. this underground world i m refering too, belongs to everyone . no one will be rejected, all are welcome, all are accepted. be who u wanna be. no one will laugh at u, coz there will always be someone more CRAZY then u... HOME- thats where it is. . . they found brothers and sisters there. no mum, no dad. perharps, it would be correct to say that we were like unwanted children that found a place to settle down.

somewhere, somehow, some what, the unwanted child lack of, is not just the acceptance byt he society, rather, to find the sense of belonging... where they need not worry that there will be lonely... lonely? yes, perharps loneliness drove these kids in. They were here, to be 'clean', to wash away their loneliness by the sound of music- most importantly, hopefully, by love.

love is a FOUR letter word. could true love be found here? no one can assure u. instant love- YES. long lasting years of love....? ans : perharps, not sure, maybe,abit impossible, good luck.
in search of these four letter word, many had been betrayed by these four letter word. these four letter word (FLW) is commonly used as an excuse for another FLW... ahem. FUCK .. yes-clever.

wat left in them, at the end of the day, is not love, but pieces of broken heart, a shattered dream of FOREVER LOVE.

can't blame them, they are naive, ignorance and pure, some say - they are simply stupid... do u agree? i'm not sure...i'm certainly hopeful to find it, i want to find love... who don't?
but ultimatly after such a 'long' time listening to true life stories...to think that true love exist in this circle, would be....erm...yeah, can't find another word to replace - stupid. (sorry)

certainly, there have been many exception too... many couples got together and "happily ever after"...

more certainly , the percentage of successful case is NELIGIBLE compared to those with tears and broken hearts.

wat causes such a phenomenon?maybe in this place, the love, is blinded by lust, sex, jealousy and domination. . . they can't hold hands when there's light. they can't kiss when doors are open. they can't hug when curtains are not drawn together. they need to hide.

here's the place for them to hide!

HIDE~ ~~~~~~!!!!!!


perharps the onli way i could help, is to pray for them, to find true love and no lonliness.....

.....but who will pray for mi?


yours,
LAI AH TU ( MOUSE)
inspired by self + NIE ZI

miss ah qing!!!!miss LAO SHU (MOUSE), miss ............