SORRY GUYS!

hi blog! sorry that i;m not able to update u recently! lotsat hings happen! its a happening holiday@! i sure will write one! eg... i go out with brother WILSON the WHOLE NIGHT ! 24 hours never sleep! hahah COOL HOR? hahah and!! hahahahha aniway! i got a GP test tomorrw! and NOW I GOT A BAD FLU and that cause mi headach! dunno y too! hahahah i will surely write details de ! see ya!
good luck to mi BAH !



LOVE,
brother bear,
yit hann!

NEW FOUND FRIEND ! HELLO KWAN!

Hmmmm.... a perfect day today ... ( is it?) yea... i told myself.. it is !
hmm.. today's blog shall be divded into 2 parts !
1) a HAPPY PART ...
2) a NOT so happy part :) <-- just read and forget abt it ok?

hahaha i would like to talk more about my happy day today! .. exciting day !

i had a chat with WILSON yesterday .. we chated for abt 1 hour or so... scolding me why i can't make it for sunday ! hahaha then i went to sleep at 2.00 ++ am lol! great friend.. so i dun mind talk till so late! hahah hmm ... BUT !!! I WOKE UP LATE !!!!!! i was suppose to meet the peeps at 8.00am at city hall ... but i woke up at 7.15 am !! what?
45 min for mi to fly from yishun to city hall ?
iMPOSSIBLE ! luckily.. my mum manage to send mi to yishun mrt station by 6.35.. the trip is aroung 30 min .. so its ok lol!

hmm.... well.. aniway.. luckily i came !~ while waiting for the stupid BELL to ring ( thats when the people attending the symposium will drag themselve to the hall like ghost ! ) [lame] . -_-
yu rong actually brought some one to our group.. hahha HEY ~!~~~~ excuse me.. aren't u that guy standing beside us outside the hall yesterday ? hahha he was very easily regconise .. the black complexion ( look just like gavin chong ! ) and muscles .. hahahah i comfirm its him la!... he came to us with yu rong... then

yu rong ( looking at samantha ) says .. i would like to introduce a new friend to you...... hmm... i thought she was refering to samantha.... but then his hand came infront of me and shoke my hand ... hahahha er.... OH NOW I GOT IT ! yu rong is trying to introduce him to our group.. not to sam alone.. i mistaken.. haha i was so shock that i shout out " HUH ?! " hahah ai yo !!! so malu !!!

hmm.. this guy is ver friendly.... not shy at all.... how to describe lea..... i think , personally, talking to him is like.... talking to a long lost friend.... no need to hide anything ... just be relax.. be yourself.. ( at least thats how i fel laH )..
His name is Kwan Yue Chao . his name is transalted directly from cantonese.. hahha hmmm not bad.... he said we won't remeber his full name and prefered us to call him by his surname.. (kwan) .. hahha ahmmm.. buti won't let ppl call my surname.. coz my name is so UGLY!!!
imagine people calling mi LAI !! LAI LAI LAI LAI !!!! waw lao! i will suai whole life man ... haha but he is different ma... his surname not bad ! .. hahah hmm.. anyway.. he behaved very naturally infront of us .... we chated alot .. from schools to schools ! hahahhaha (get wat i mean?)hahah aiyo! people is 3 distiction define by school as POTENTIAL scholar ! hahah WOW ~ cool man! if onli .. IF AND ONLI IF i m like him ah... potential scholar ...( i sure treat everyone a lobster ! )

hahha things went smoothly .... we chated like nobody business ! laugh out so loud ! hahaha .. haha with us around.. we sure DEGRADE the high class ! hahaha. haha ya.. basically fel comfortable chating lo!
HAHAH so comfort that hahhaha he say i was a XXY !!! hahaha sorry dude! i m a bio student ! i know wat it means ok ? hahah XXY .. hmm. .

* lesson time ~! ( good morning students )
in the 23th chromosome , X chromosomes is for female ... and Y is for male ... so a normal man will have his pair of chromosome as XY and a female a XX .... so ... peeps ! think ! if a male has XXY .. he has one extra chromosome ... which is belongs to female LOL!! THUS, this guy will tend to behave more like female... or to some religion , they consider them as " the THIRD SEX " ... this kinda man is usally more "female".. OK LA ! I USE A UNIVERSAL TERM LA - SISSY !! hahaha

hmm lesson over ! ( thank you students )

______________[lame]___________________________________________

hahah how sould i say ... hahah i know what he says means no offence.. so i m not angry lo! coz... i've been hearing all this since pri school ( p4?) hahha forget le.. but young lo.. haha i dunno la.. hahha so anione can come and ask mi abt it ! hhah i not shy le ! hahahah so no need to apologise ! hahhahah i very open de ! hahahha not so petty! haha
see! we feel so comfortable that we can discuss abt my issue in the OPEN HALL! hahaha .. LOLX ... so funny !!!!!!! ahah

hmm.. he was sandwiched between tina and me.. hahah poor guy!~ he say when he sit down he will tend to kick the front chair.. so to be courteous, he wanna make friend with the one in front so that she won't be angry with him... and the gal so happen to be YU TING ! OH NO ! ahhahah i tried to introduce kwan to yu ting.. but she BO CAP ( dun care ) .. hahhaha hai~!... bad luck him la ! hahahhaha .. hmmm.. he not bad lea.. understand wat all the speaker are toking abt.. to me. the speakers (expect the last speaker ) are like taliing to themselve.. i'm sure they fail oral in o-level!!!!

hahha [lame?] hahaa

he is also very daring ela.. dare to ask questions to the 4 speaker ..... (actually 3 speaker and 1 chairman) hahha if i were him.. i dare not ask lea...
coz i dunno wat they toking abt .. how to ask! ha
MR tong yee ask a question.. its something like.. is singapore really that successful and able to produce leader as singapore itself claim to be ? i think is a good question! BUT the speaker.. is like talk one whole chunk of rubbish and didn't answer his question!!!! they ar ! ai yO!..... Mr tong was surprise when they say they have finish answered his questina dn faster moved to the next person ... siao de la the chairman ! but watever... NYJCian will 4ever suppport u ! hahahha ( waw.... how come i say till like something bad has happen ......) hahaha no la. joking !

after the whole thingy ...blah blah blah... its finally luch time ! hahhahaha we were to go to another hall at another end .. hahha so fun! the place is quite big lol!.....
then it came to a delima where we ( mi and kwan ) has no seat !! hahahha i suggest to sit with yuan , rong they all ... hmm.. but the thingy is that their table (number :28) got onli 1 seat vacant... feel so bad when he tell mi that he wil find his own seat ! hahhahah! aiyo! in the end... we decided to take an extra seat to our table and an extra set of plates and fork etc ...

u may ask : " CAN MEA?!"
MI: " according to TONG's policy ... NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IF U ASK ! ..... why not!?"

hahhaha yea.. thats really right! i think tong's class is really working ! i m applying that to my real life stiuation! hahha not bad! we ask a LADY in black if we could have an extra set of everthing? she says.. OK! hahahha
yes! SUCCESS ! see!!! i told u in my previous that failure is the ma ma of success! yesterday that MAN in balck dun wanna give mi an extra cake.. but now. haha the lady in black offer us an extra set of everthing ! hahha NEA NEA NI PO PO !!!!

:þ

hmm but in the end... he decided to sit with the other table .. with an extra seat onli... hmm ... ok lo! hahhahaha now he can make more new friend le ma !!! hahahahhaa...

ha !!! for the next few hours he didn't talk to us lo! hahhaha..... hahah no la! jking !

hmmmm WAW LAO~ u know ah.... now i know..
I PAY $30 is not to be a COW !


I PAY $30 TO BE A DUSTBIN!

euphemism : Vacuum cleaner .

haha.. its a 7 course meal !! u heard mi? 7 course ! by the 3rd course .. my stomach is like crying for help!~!!!! no more space le~~~ hahah aiyo ! but cannot! i must eat !! EAT BACK MY $30 !! hahah

but seriously... this symposium is worth more than $30.. i learn things that no money can buy.. its an opportunity of a life time! especially when this trip ended with a surprise gift - new friend - kwan ! hahhah cool! so if i were to pay $60 , i really dun mind lo! BUT KWAN ONLI PAY $20 !!!!!!his school subsidise more!!! argh! hahhahahahha

i drink my glass of cold drink with an orchird flower in it.... hahah so fun!
anyway.. kwan came to us to say good bye afte the whole thingy ... hmmm.. hope to keep in touch ! HAHAHH DUN WORRY !!!! true friend will saty... no matter wat !!!

so long.... good bye !

well, times is just as fun as it was in the morning...we went to esplanade for fun hahahah as a class outing.. hahah so fun! we walk there LOL~ its so fun .. though the sunlight shoots its rays on out body! oh yes! FELIX joined us too.. yea.. NOT that curtian hair felix.. its yuanni's felix !! hahhaha double FELIX ( denoted, said by wai ling ) ... but say is wai ling say one.. if not she thinks that i m copying her idea and start WAILING !! god! spare mi from that ! hahahha

we walk walk from esplanade tot he fun fair near us.... hmmm not bad !its QUITE fun!!! we play the MUSIC DANCE !!!!! its a machine that clains to spin u around like mad dog... but in actual fact... its just like a rocking chair ! hahahha ( i m not hao lian ) its really not fun! oh thats the NOT SO HAOOY PART !!!! tell u guys later !!! but so long enjoys the happy moments ! hahha

then we decided to walk to clark quey... ok .. fair enough .. but in the end... we walk to LAO PA SAT ! hahahha its really a long long way to LOA PA SAT ! spare mi next time ! hahhahaa
we took a rest there ... hmm everyone is dog tire !!!! ai yo ! alot of us bought this LIME JUICE ALO VERA hahah its nice? eer... ok onli la.. from far.. it looks like detergent ! and it taste more like detergent than detergent ! hahahhaha wat toking mi!! fun... i keep on making fun abt felix and yuanni....
they are so close and so sweet... yea..... and teasing felix that he keep on looking at me !!! hahah bt its true haha jking la! hahah

looking at them... i sudenly feel abit sorrow.... SHE ( u know who ) and me were like having so much fun in the past too..... .. hahah we play... and laugh .. but onli different is that she slap mi real hard.. hahaha

watever!
let bygone be bygone ~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~ and memories shall be gone ~!

ho ho ho .... ai yo ! our CLASS OUTING ends just like this.. in LAO PA SAT ! hahahha oh i play the SISSOR PAPER STONE with winne.. its so much fun!!! where the winner can slap the losser's hand ! hahah so FUN! no matter how i forget.. the memory of HER slaping my back and vice versa still flows back !!!! hheh so sorry ah winne i slap ur hand real hard hor?
hahahahha NEVERMIND DE LAR !!!! ahahahha

but we really enjoy slapping one another.. sadist? hahhahah!

the opthers laugh till~~~~~~~~~~~~~they almost got stomach muscle cramp!
well.... our HAPPY days ends like that lo! oh yes! before we go home.. we saw a gal that appears in the CHANNEL U - WHAT SAY U .. where she is on diet and lost 15 kg in 1 month... hai~! watever.. coz we do project work on beauty and tape recorded that show and keep on watching her!!! hahahah argh! but she still look fat ! hahhahaha...

ai yo ! there goes my happy moments ! bye angel... now i shall invite the devil to write the next blog ! ( the next blog is below !!! )


love,
brother bear,
YIT HANN! :þ

I'm just trying to be myself.. for that few minutes.... Y can't I ?

ok... now its the sad part....

when we went to the fun fair .... we mark our target to the machine call - MUSIC DANCE ! .. hmm in the end.. onli FELIX , wei yuan and ME go loz! hahaha so fun!
it cost $6... Xpensive? hmmm not really to mi ( at that moment) .. but in the end.. i think the whole thingy suck! .. hai~!.......

i went up to the machine.. siting alone.. SIAN!
when the thing starts to move.. i was excited.. coz long time never take such a ride le ! hahahha i hope that with all my sad thingy ... i can scream out loud... scream out with all my might.. so that i can be more happy..

WAIT.... dun think u guys know that i m facing problem ? hahahha hmm... can't see frm my face? too bad ! hahhahaha thats wat the blog is for!

watever ... now no mood typing .. how? chating with gavin chong ( aka brother pig) and now arguing with him!!!!!!!! very sian le... sad.. become more sad ! how?
CRY LE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ok .. hann ! be strong ! ....

hmm.. ya... taking the ride with us are a few secondary ( perharps lower sec) ppl .... hahha hmm...

sorry blog.. can't type anymore...... can take it ! dunno how to type out..... too sad to type.. i m not kiding...
i shall type when i m free and not so emotional ....

bye blog ~! sorry guys ...




love me as who i m ?
yit hann.
:(

LOVE ME NOT !

HI BLOG !
wonder y i pose a new message?
coz i'm thinking about jacklynn and gavin's problem.... its really very sad....
i can't stop thinking about the past i have with jacklynn. ... why things turns out this way? i read again the "story" about me and her,
how it starts, how it ends... ...
how come we are not even friends ?

yes.. i read again the poem i wrote.... to many.. its just a freaky lousy poem..
coz they dun know our story ... they DUN !.. so the owrds in the poem makes no sense to them.. but to some.. who witness our start of friendship to the end..... knows wat i m taling about.......... sob sob....


to you know who :



“Loves never started,
But somehow it ended.
I – a fish lives with no water,
Had lost a special friend.

Seconds pass by slowly,
A day seems like a year.
I can’t lose that special friend.
Like a car without a gear.

You insisted that its not my fault.
You said you’ve too much thought.
You said I’ve done too much for you.
And it is time to stop.

You wanted a life way before me.
You wanted a love a rich couldn’t give.
You claimed that one day I’ll leave.
And not even heaven we will meet.

You, my narrator of life,
Has decided to quit.
You said it’s the end of this chapter,
And a new storyteller will read.

I’ll open the door of freedom,
That had locked you for centuries.
Now, go as far as possible.
Never look back – promise me.

Will this be a to-be-continue?
No one can foresee.
But one thing I’m sure
You’ll be happier without me.

Goodbye my friend that’s all I can give
It’s more blessed to give, then to receive!



-yit hann

It’s really amazing on how everything could be summed up in one poem.
Everything is indeed true. .. yes.. true !


love,
yit hann.

Eating that plate of SALAD, i feel like a COW ! MOOO !!!

hi blog!,
yea ! finally back !! so cool! HAHAHHA SOORRY BLOG, I DIDN'T WRITE FOR SO LONG! COZ MY pc break down! hehhe ok .. now i shall wirte.!


hmm... so sad .. brother pig and her (jacklynn) argue and fight again .... "fight" literally. the argue over.. funny things la.. things that are not meant to be argue over.. yes.. its that jealousy that brought her to such trouble ( according to her ). Jacklynn told gavin ( just as what she has told me ) , that she will leave his life forever.... yes.. and now they are "stranger". hai~!......

WHAT!!! HISTROY REPEATED ITSELF? didn't she say this to mi 1 year ago ? now after 1 year, its my brother's turn! hai~!..... Y!!! y must this things happen again! y him ? y him ? she did that hurtful things to mi le... now his turn! .... hai~! i wrote a poem to say out my feeling.( though it sux la)

When autum goes,
and winter comes,
true friend will stay,
no matter what has been done.

Those who can't stand the big wind blow,
Can't withstand the rush river flow,
has their heart once full of joy,
turned sorrow.

Red roses turned brown,
promises turned to lies.
When smile turns to frown,
even she turned into passer-by.

When she cares too much,
it can be a disaster.
It comes to a point which spells
- stranger.


-yit hann


yea! .. hai~!... ya if u wanna know abt the story ..... curosity kills the cat... ok fine, if u claim that u were never the cat.. go to his blog and see the thingy lo!

haha ok aniway!.. GAVIN CHONG !!!!! u pass ur GERMS , FUNGUS , VIRUS to mi through the phone !!!!!! the day before yesterday , i called borther pig ( AKA gavin) he was sick! - sore flu, cough
blah blah ... hahah then i say .. " ai yo so pitty ah?"


now ?
( do u know that while typing, i actually have my BI TI - flu's mucus , driped down from my nose?) .... yes i got FLU, COUGH ,SORE THROAT , FEVER !!! waw lao~~~ + LAO SAI !!!!

sian lea !!!! how dare hiM!

ok ok .. back to today .. i got up extraodinary early today!!! coz my class got no school today!!!! hahahahhahah COOL! hahah coz MR tong YEE ( my cute GP teacher) brought us to a international talk at raffles convension centre - SYMPOSIUM .

hmm.. excited .. coz no need to go sch ma ! haha i go there alone.... very early ~! oh ... then i saw chang rong ,felix.. and we go bread talk buy some bread ! hahhahah hmmm GUESS WAT!? hahahha i m the FIRST CUSTOMER to buy the bread lea! so honoured !but no prize lea
haha

hmmmm we reached there.. waw~! the dam place is dam nice... flooded with top JC like AJ, ACJC, HCJC, and NYJC hahha thats mi ! hahhahaha hmmm very high class ah! but dun worry.. i'm always there to DOWN GRADE the class... i will make some noise de ! hahhaa

the talk was...er......fun! ( YA RIGHT ~! it spells B-O-R-I-N-G ) !!! hahha the speaker is MUMMBLE to himself... and disagreement happeneds ...frictions between the speakers as they have different views! ai yO! then we were at the back writing nonsense....er.... sian lo... dun edven know what toking them ~!!!!

esp the malaysia speaker .... siao ah ! speak so softly !! he think that the world world can hear what he is whispering about..... siao de !

**ps : if tomorrow u speak like that.... i make sure u SWALLOW the microphone !!!!

hahhahah er.. later he see le, put mi to jail how? hahhaha... anyway.. i m NOT yit hann.. so dun find mi ah !

lame !

[blah blah blah ]

RING !!!! yea! bells ring! LUCH TIME ~... after the MR tong talk .. which is funny lol! hhahah
we moved to the next door...to have our lunch! COOL MAN! its so big and nice.. thats where the j2 are having their Dinner and Dance !!!!!! hahahah sorry seniors but we are there b4 u do! hahaha [lame]

the first remarkable dish is so special that u can never imagine eating! u must try! ITS SO COLORFUL!!!!!! yes its none other than a plate of GRASS!!!!! yes ! GRASS...!!!! and its the food that MOO MOO likes to eat .. so that they got energy to MOO and produce milk !
thats what we are eating.. just that its more... colourful! thats all.....

well done! i pay $30 to be a cow!!!

then mr.tong yee came to join my table ( with samantha and wei yuan aka yuanni )

the next dish is much more better! 2 piece of chicken ! hahah its not bad la... hmmmm then it came an ever-inviting dessert !!!!
hahahhah dunno what cake is that la.. but it taste very veyr nice ! hhahahha hmm.... then we remember mr.tong yee's lesson!

" YOU CAN HAVE ANYTHING YOU WANT, IF ONLY YOU ASK!" AND " IF I CAN GET 1 SO EASILY, I CAN GET 60 MORE"

SO WITH THAT 2 PRINCIPAL .. i went to ask a waitress.. she is very BIG in size lea @!!!!! very very TUA !!!! looks more like the hospital MISSY that scold ppl and force them for injection! hahhaha with mr tong , wei yuan and sam supporting mi ... i sure can one hor!... going with a " if she give mi 1 more.. i'm going to ask for 60 more !" attitude! hahah hmm..

" can i have one more desset ?" i asked
"..............." missy wanted to open her thick lips.....
" sorry, we onli can serve u one" siad a man in black !!! who suddenly POP out , out of no where... or mayber the big size lady blocked him la
hahahha oh no... i so bad !
hahha so sad! tong says that i asked the wrong person! i shouldn't have ask when the MIB ( man in black ) is around !

nevermind! its a good start! failure is the MA MA of success !

KANBATEA !

hahahha aniway .... ppl start walking to their repective location le.... so even if the MIB gives mi... i no time to eat!

hahha hmmm.. ya no time to eat!!! thats a good excuse ! hahaha HOR HOR HOR!
hahha the next talk is ....reather...strange... it first starts with a STRANGE old man that talks like a man with a spoiled microphone...... so soft! and he got lotsa action lo.... like dancing in the small room lea!

hahah i record the talk down .. he so anti govt.. hmmmm should sabo him! ahhahaha no la

hmm.. after the whole thingy.. sam ask mi ifi wanna go for OCIP with the community culb .. hahhahaha i say OK! hahahha so ON hor! hhahaha so wei yuan and sam go to yishun with mi lo... hmm.. then wei yuan is meeting felix ( not our class felix !!! its another one aka her Boyfriend ) at 6.15 at city hall lol.. hahahha long time no see him le.. hahahha mean while we still got 1 hour ...lol... haha so we went to CITY LINK to shop shop and shp.. window shopping.. waw.. i feel like a wonman lea SHOPPING!!! cannot!!! i m a MAN!
hahaha

Then before we go.. we went to toilet.. i feeling so bad.. my stomach is so pain . so i took a longer time to .... SHIT! hahha but before i could finish my business.. i heard 2 ZA BO calling , no its SHOUTING my name into the males toilet ! WAW LAO!!!! now the whole toilet ppl knows that there is a guy, in the toilet, shitting, with 2 of his female friends waiting for him to shit finsih.. and the guy is call YIT HANN !!!!
SO PAISEH!!!!!! hahhahahahhahah i quickly finish my business and RUSH OUT !!!!!!!! no face le~!

hahahah ok la... not their fault loL! its my shit that take too long to come out! hahhahaha
OOOPS ! too obsence !!! M18 ~!~~~

hmm... then we go to city hall to met felix ! hahhaha there he is ! inside the control station! always smiling ! hhahaha wei yuan is like rushing to see him lol! hahahha thats so sweet !!!!

if onli... hai ~!. .... IF AND ONLY IF ...... hai~!...... sad memories .... forget it!

hmm... we tookt he train from city hall all the way to yishun which is the train's terminating stop ! hahhaha the journey is NOT boring at all.. we were chating and laughing all the way ... and my belt KEEP ON BREAKING !!!! keep falling off !!
we meet ellis there too....
aiyo! ok.. hmm we went to the NEE SOON east community club.. hahaha we were suppose to find a guy call TOM.. but that TOM is TOM TOM no where... so we got to TOM him and TOM him every where..hai so TOM.. hahah ok
[lame]
so we were shouting TOM TOM TOM al the way , hopefully someone reply ! hahhaa any miracle enough.... one guy look up and say..." YES?" aahhahah its him LOL!

he borught us to a room that is so ULU ba
hahahhaha its in a "basement".. when we went in.. we were very high .. hahaa we were so high!!! HIGH !!! hahaha during the whole "informal interview" we were laughing all the way...
hahha they seriously need guys! GUYS!!! JOUN MI and FELIX !!!!! hahahha
hope felix is joining us lol!!! hahahha he is already considered to be part of our 04S1D class le !hhahah register 24 ! hahahhaha

hmm we were instantly accepted as part of the team ! hahah so happy wow ! hahah so its

MI yit hann, wei yuan, FELIX , samantha NG , ellis , wai lin ( ever wailing) hahhaha were in the group... we choose our preffered role in the commitee .. hahah hmm
the thingy is on 17/11 to 2/12 ... we go to yun nan...

hahah i think its going to be fun la.. coz we are having a nice chat all the way till the end !!! hhahha so fun! hahah

then we went off le... one of the in charge call rick i suppose ask mi y i never took part in SINGAPORE IDOl.. he mad ah? hahahhahaha no la.. i not handsome how to go! haha no face..throw face.. i want my face ! hahaha

i say bye bye to them .. coz my house is just a few bus stop away! hahahhaha so fun!
hehhehe BYE GUYS!!! hahha

hmmmm when i reached home.. i tok to brother pig ( aka gavin) about my good news... and scold him for passing the germs to mi through PHONE ! hahahhaha

hmm tire le blog.. i type alot hor?
i know u guys sure miss my blog... and wei yuan and ellis says that.. when i re-write my blog , i wirte in like THOUSANDS of words !!! hahahh its FUN! haha

see ya tomorrow! hope that the MALAYSIA speaker can speak louder! if not he really got to swallow the microphone for mI!

haha
bye blog!


LOVE,
Brother Bear,
Yit Hann ! :þ