EXAM OVER !! K-BOX TIME !

YO! so happy ... mid year exam finally over~!
actually , i wasn't really very happy that it is over, coz i really didn't study much . so i won't say " i can relax le.." coz... i've always been relaxing!
well, overall.. the exam SUCK.. i dun think i can pass all the paper... though i did study .. and real hard.. but i think my timming is really bad.. coz i start studying 3 weeks ago.. so .. i got to recap wat i've learn 3 weeks ago... meow meow! hard!
hai~! .. forget it.. its OVER!

well... someting really scare mi today! i went to take my contact lense from my mum ... i decided to wear it in the canteen as we are having a meeting on the social entrepurneur projct .( or watever u call that) .. the thing is that.. WAW CAOW !!!!!!!!! when i put the lense into my right ..... there is a feeling of BURNT and very " sour" and paiN! the lens drop.. and i quickly rush to the nearest sink to wash my eyes.. i wash it once.. twice .. thricew ( i suppose) .. then the most shocking news came !

" YTI HANN!! YOUR EYES ARE VERY RED LEA! " they all say! ... argH!
initailly , i thought .. how RED couldit be.. PINK the most lox! dun scare mi la..
so i ran to the toliet and look into the mirror...

GOD ! i really hope that there is no mirror!! its really RED! YES !!! RED!
i MEAN RED ! just in case if u dunno .... its the color of the singapore flag !! thats how RED it is ... my right eyes ! i really thought that i would go blind !!! so scare! i even thought of not going shopping ! how lea ! anyway.. its getting better... and its REALLLY SLOWLY getting better! hahah now.. hmm ok loz... still a bit la ... hai~! really hope that there is nothing loz!

any way.... i went out with napalie and winne.... 3 of us.. hahah we are 3 in one GANG! hahaha we took a ride on the bus.. dunno wat bus number la.. its just opposite our schoool only wow.!

the bus pass by CJC.. god! all the BLUE UNI ppl flooded the whole bus... one guy in CJ even sit beside mi! MOO !!!

hai~!... we stop at the bus stop one stop away from actual stop! hahah i wrote so many word : "stop" . haha hmmm.. when i got down the bus.. i thought i left my HP on the bus.. i scream .. !! the bus stopped and waited for mi! so moo meow ~! hahaha paiseh loz!i went up but founds nothing.... whole village waiting for mi! moo meow ! then just as i was abt to get down .. MOO! i realise that its in my shirt pocket !
anyway ..... we went to PARAGON to search PARTY world ... hmmmm.... but no where to be seen! its not in the paragon! MOO! MEOW! anyway.. napalie is searching a shirt for her _______ hahah.. can't say much abt that..sorry! she'll kill mi! anyway.... in the end.. she didn't find the right shirt... hai~!! NAP NAP! as long as u buy ... he will be more than happy to wear .. even if it was a dress!! hahahah joking la ! all the best for u guys!

Then we decided to go to K box to sing ! YEA! .. going to k box instead of party world.. is like... going back home instead of other people's house to live... coz i know K-box more ! MOO!!!! so fun! we went to eat RAMEN instead of food court as they say its X ($3.50 for a pale of chicken rice) in food court.... then ironicaly.. we eat ramen ( far east) at the coz of $7.90 . hahaha but its fun!MOO!

then we went to shop for nap's cloths and winnie's slipper.. but none of them got wat they want ! HAI~!..... but we reached K box ( at ceniplex ) at about 2.30pm ... it cost us $15 person ! excatly! CHEAP loz.. hahah hm..... initailly , as i predicted, eveyone is shy to sing... i choose the S.H.E song - AI WO DO ZI GE ... hahaha in the end ... 3 person's song .. i sing myself.. hahah but they are getting the hang of singing LOUDLY and MADLY .. hahahhaha GOOD ! in no time .. we've gone mad !!! hahahah i remember i sang the song VENUS by Sun Yan Zi .. hahah MOO! i danced the song.. then the waitress came in! AH! i got a shock of my life ! so paiseh. but i continue to sing! DUN CARE! MOOO at her!

we've gone mad!! SHOUTING , SCREAMING and dancing .... all 3 of us!!!! FUN! HOT !!! WOW !!!! MOOOOOO!!!! esp nap ... never see her so SIAO b4! i think we really enjoy ourselve! MEOW!
oh nap lend my phone to sms SOMEONE... then she forget to delete the message in the SENT compartment.. MOO! hahah and i saw it... the first line onli ... its.. ______________________! can't say! coz NAP NAP will not let mi have a nap if she knew it! hahha joking la! so fuN!
we sing till 7.30PM where the waiter came to chase us out! The last song we sang ( half way) is by AH NIU - CAI ZE CAN LUN CER DE LAO BO.... MOO!!!!

haha mOO!
then we went home le! so fun!

really thanks u guys for the great day!!!!!! friends 4ever!!!moo!

oh yes! i message brother pig today... for "N" times ( where N is infinity ) !! and He answer "A" times ( where A is = zero - 0 ) hahah hai~!... so sad ~! i wanted to share my joy with him! moo! i even call him. but his sis says that he is sleeping! not impressive after all.. he is my rother PIG .. yes put more attention on the word " PIG " hahah no la! he is a great guy! i think if i'm not wrong , he has debate today .. hmm i wonder how is it! really wanna know wow !!! hahaha but he never reply or call mi ... so sad!!!! its not really a true happiness without him sharing my JOY! hai!! brother pig! WHERE R U !!!

tomorrow is a boring day.. no sch .. so is fri and next mon! hahhaha mOO!see how la!

BROTHER PIG - hope u do ur best in ur debate! ALL THE BEST!
( and i know u didn't pray for my exam ) hahahhaah

see ya BLOG !


love,
brother BEAR,
Yit Hann! MUAKs!

WHO M I now? i m turning into a deviL! meow!

the answer is NO

hi blog...( crying - sobbing)
i m now in KL..... initailly i was excited... thinking that i can finally get out of the singapore eduaction system.. which SUX... but now... the truth is that i can't go! we ( my useless family and my friend XIAO CHUAN! MOOING MEOWING ) went to sunway college with mi .. there we saw another USELESS indian lady .. who try to explain to us the CIMP prograamme.... which is not doing any help! ... i really dunno wat she is talking... just purely rubbish! .. a bad start.. then we move on to taylor 's college.... which seems more HIGH CLASS.... moo!
the consellor is not bad.. tat lady is very friendly ... i really like it alot .. compare to the useless ABU NEA NEA !i thought my dad would really allow mi to study there... but to mi.. going to KL for them.. is more like finding more evidence to shoot mi back y i should have gone there to study! i think they are bias.. or to make it sounds good.. onli my dad is bias ...i m so stress... he is focusing on the disadvantages of studying in malaysia!.. ASS HIM@ i really very sad. cry lotsa time.. heart bleeds.. coz i know.. if i continue to study ing NYJC.. hahah there goes my future.. maybe i m too pessimisstic ... maybe i think too much.. but its better to be safe then sorry! i dun wanna retaiN! BLOG ! lets just see where i ended up IF AND ONLI IF i follow their plan. i really dislike ( or should i phrase it as HATE!) that mother's HUSBAND of mine ! brother pig.... ur jacket comes useful as i know u guys are behind mi!..u are so far.. yet so near... hahahah moo!

POOR XIAO CHUAN .... he has become the middle man ... always hear mi grumbling, shouting.... hai~! .. poor him! hahahaha

XC : MOO MEOW ! YES !

my dad keep on emphasizing the point that people are FLOCKING to singapore to study and yet i m the exceptional one who wanna get out of singapore... he is an ASS HOLE !

i really do hate it! CRIED>. tears are dried! i think i go RED box - in sunway pyramid shopping center (aka K box in singapore)! to sing my heart out...
mid year is ONE DAY AWAY.. yet i m here.. singing.. i really dunno wat to do ... i can't foresee my future! i really can't !i dun see any dim light in NYJC.... i CAN"T !!!!


so long.... good bye... no tomorrow ....


thanks hui shi, brother pig- gavin ,kelvin yip for the support..
thatnks XIAO CHUAN for the accompany and the advice and console! really helps lots! really thanks!

thanks lotsa ppl!

love,
brother bear,
yit hann!

GO KL STUDY?? YES? NO ?

YOZ!
long time since i ever wirte... coz i'm really busy with study , and slacking too! ahahha well, recently brother pig accompany mi to the library to study .... that is really a miricle! hahaha he seldom go out study .. hahaha . . . well...

sometime's i'm really very scare of me, myself.. really can't tahan myself... i mean it is the fact that.. i can see through people... i know wat they think , and y they think this way.. its really scary if u experiences it. eg, that time in library, gavin went to find a friend... well.. hahaha without asking, i know who is it...and i m right ! really scary~!!!!! coz u know he is hiding somehting...... and u know he dun wanna tell...

and i dun need to ask... coz i know wat he is thiniking....


don understand ? never mind!


ahha
dude!
XC's influcence is BIG!
the more i go along with him, the more i wanted to go KL study!
ahhaha he is a SMART ass la! haha

well, i told my mum and dad abt my plan going to KL.. they didn't disagree...... so i take it as they agree loz.
moo meow! hahah so fun! but the more they agree.. the more i think i will regret ... in the sense tat i scare i make the worng choice. dunno la
!
lazy liao!
bye blog!

love,
hann

MY LIFE SUX!

wow! i woke up at 830 today.. hmm having PW meeting.. wat makes mi stress is that i m going to have a one to one session with mr cute cute tong ... hahaha oh
i like his teaching . but i feel stress when there is aface to face session with him when he mark my test... but i know its good to mi la..

anyway ... i m the 3rd one to arrive for the meeting.. MIAO MIAO is the lastest.. cos she is having breakfast with her mum...oh! BTW she is a vegetarian.... hahaha just for ur info ma... hahha

aniway... during the middle of our meeting... MR tong sms yu wrong ...saying that he is unable to attend the session with us.. HENG !!! LUCKY SIA!

ani way.... the meeting is abt survey ... we are abt to interview our dearest motherly principal.... but she will onli return to sch at 20++++ of this month. sian.
aniway ... i smsed gavin..ask him out for breakfast since tong can't meet us liao( yesterday he ask mi out for breakfast , but i can't cos i need to meet him.. but now that i m free i ask hi out loz).. i sms and sms.. but no reply.. sleeping?
maybe ..he is a pig afterall... so after a while i decided to call him... god!
his phone is engaged.. so i know he must be in another line!
he say he just ask someone out... yea.. its her la!!! i no need to name.. hai~!.. fate la..! can't meet means can't meet....force also no use!.... bullshit! ani way . ( yu rong , miao miao n me ) went to eat breakfast... while nap nap go home makan.. hahah and our wei yuan went to her chong cheng school to collect her o level certificate.. hahah everyone has their own task to do... mine too.. my day sux!

the TAO HUA in seragoon is really very nice.... i wanted to ta bao for brother gavin to try... he was havinh a meeting with his friend .. so he suggested that i buy 3 tao hua so that his friends can enjoy too hahahha.. ok resonable enough.


i reached the woodland by 1.20pm...... and bro pig sneak the tao hua into the library.. how dare hiM!!! MOO AT HIM! MOOOO!

hey! thats jing hong and jasmine in the corner.. hahaha
so i joined them.. bro pig went up straight without informing mi! hahah meow at him! MEOW!we chated and wei lin came.. hahah long time ever see old friends..... it sounds more like a gathering. Ke yun is joining us at 230pm... hahahah
to be very honest.. i really didn't do much..... yes i do lots of talking.. but not work! aiyo!
i really hate this.. its not their fault!meow!
we chated ...moo ...moo... but the tao hua is there al the time.. waiting to rot.....! ARGH! such a beautiful, tastiful tao hua.. i can't bear to se it rot! where is that gain PIG?

oh ! special request from him.. he want us to DELIVER UP TO 4th floor to him!
hahah waw! young master chong ah?!AH! hahhaha meow!anyway.. i did as told...for the sake of the tao hua! hahhahaha no la....anyway.... he chase us off after the deliver! ARGH!!!!! GOOD !watch out!

aniway.... i got info from him that jacklynn is at the second floor... i htink i do see her.. catch a glimps of her.. well... jing hong found a very beautifyul place for 4 ppl.. just nice.. keyun, jing ong, jasmine and mi! hahaha moo meow !
we chated and chated and joked ....... time flies!
aniway.. i cut lots of detail..... too sian.. coz jing hong ( JH) actually says lots of lame jokes... and when i mean lame.. i really mean LAME!!!!!

they all leaves mi at 7pm.....
hahah finally its time for mi to study alone. i meet ke yun at 11 30 tomorrow at wdl control. but i realise that i have lots of things not compeleted! DIE!!!!!!!! STRESS! then i realsie that yes! the probelm is stress........!!!!!
dunno wat i m talking abt? nvm.....
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all these days, pig has his own problem... i didn't tell him that i m stress becos he needs my console and attention more than i do..... so i console him and blah blah blah.... but subconciously.... my stress level increases.. as i m not able to tell bro pig abt my stress... it accumulates ... more and more.. now.. its exploding....thats the reasons y i m so angry and shouted at poor gavin when he rejected to go out with mi.. coz i need someone to talk to.. other friends are busy.... but little did i realsie that.. so is him...yap! i m really sorry if i hurt him...... i really have no intension! hai~!.. really feel bad!.... i really want4ed to talk to someone !!! WHO!??????!?????? anione ... just talk to mi!!!! oh ya... pig! -> if u are free.. just call mi ok ?? i just need someone to pull mi up.. ehn i m down.. htough i really didn't help u much when u are down! sorry! but i done my best.....
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pig told mi abt how great jing li is when he tok to her that night.... hmmm.. yap... she is really a great mdm...... i mean frm the bottom of my heart i really do felt that... at least now pig knows who to turn to when he need help..... not someone who dunno wat to say ( thats mi! ) .. sorry , but i've done my best.....
...now..... wat goes down .. will go up.. pig is just as fresh as new .... he is highly motivated .. good for hiM! this fire of motivsation shall never end! JIA YOU!...
but now as for mi.. my fire is burning out soon.. real soon....... wat m i going to do? sit and wait for ppl to motivate mi ? or do it myself..... i dunno... i m still "blur" god bless yit hann! BLOG bless mi too!

to friends and PIG --> though i m down.. but if u all got anithing need help.. just call mi... i will try to help too.. maybe i will know wat to do to myself when i help..... maybe the ans lies there......maybe.... so just give mi a call!

BLOG ! meanwhile .. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


love,
yit hann!

TRUTH!

well.... i can't sleep if i never make this clear.. if the blog i've written makes things worse.. i havenothing to say.. coz the TRUTH ALWAYS HURT! ...

sorry blog....
love,
yit hann
muak!

patch ?

i have a msn talk with kelvin yip.... he knew abt this things as i m so sad.. so i told mi loz.... he give mi a real good advice..... i post up to let blog and pig see..... may be he is right... may be i worng .. may be.. maybe...

¤¤þJÇ º4S²²»» I'll Be There For You says:

-one piece of advice: go snatch him back

-u know how those words can hurt others mah?<--his feelings...

-go patched up with him

-go take back your words

-about leaving him and all

-it's pure rubbish

-you need him..he needs you

-it's very understanddable..very obvious

-what is this "good for him"?

-go snatch him back now

-go tell him you are sorry...


thanks kelvin! i really treasure that advice!
love,
yit hann

BROTHER PIG ... I m sorry!

Great ! i can't wait for today! after long hours of studying ( it seems more like day dreaming ) i finally get to see the st john peoples.. and that forever "black" bro pig. wat a great day to start by receivng a morning call from HUI TING @ 6.45 am. meow meow! despite that wake up call.. i still sleep for another 15 min... then i got ready to set off!
MEOW! i can't wait to have fun! i reached woodlands MRT control station punctually .. at 7.30 am sharp ( the meeting time) hahhaha i saw the whole groups of st john kids siting there as though waiting for their "mother" , which is hui ting.
argh! MY TUMMY cried for food!.. so i comb my bag for that pethectic coupon! god!haha i bought a turkey saugsage burger meal! YUMMY! but no eating in mrt statioN! stupid rule! but i stil share with the kids! so gald to see them !
but 1 major problem! !!!!! SOS ! our dear "little" ze ling is missing in actioN! he was late ~! where is he? no one got his number!ai yo!
so mdm hui ting decided to wait for him while i bring the rest of the kids to red hill! ARG!
i hate that location! its the place where i have my 2 years of IDOIT NCO camp there! EEEEEEEE - bukit merah secondary school! YAK!
hahhaha phobia.... we have fun on our journey there! was it total fun all the way? yes? no ?.... NO
there was a time bomb news... waiting to explode. the timer tick slowly as time passed... that news was abt to explode. GOD ! i should have just stay at home so that i will not be BOMBed by that time bomb!...( funnny language hor) hahha

NOT FUNNY!

:( :( :( ... time passes slowly... and we are still smiling... wow. we reached the RED hill station - finaly. the air was ever pure and seems so welcoming... ... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM so refreshing. i just want to have more of this!!! come breeze .. come to me !

" YH! i tell u somthing hor..... yesterday i didn't really sleep la.. but i was talking to someone.." said pig.

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TIPS: yesterday i called gavin to ask him abt some contacts of the people. eg hui ting. coz my hp spoil and thus i lost al their HP number. but he told mi he wanted to sleep. and didn't give mi ani contact... to mi the contacts was urgent .. in case today i was late.. at least i can contact hui ting MA!.......
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" WHO!?" i raised my eyebrown.. expected him to tell mi that it was " U KNOW WHO"
"who? say la.... was it her?" i said cheeckily!
" it was a SHE , but not her.." he answered just as i was abt toguess which gal was it he said anxoulsly
"... its JIN LI mdm"

WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no number of EXCLAIMATION MARKS can express my feeling!!!!

the air is making mi PUKE! somany CARBON MONOXIDE !! I CAN"T BREATH! the air is so unpure now! it is so UNWELCOMING PLACE! going to BUKIT MERAH is always BAD LUCK FOR MI! POI!
i mean on one hand , i was sad in the sense that i was disappointed. as he choiced to talk to others instead of giving me the urgent contacts. on the other hand.. it was JINLI! ai yo! i dun hate that person .. but was so call.. scare of her for once.. she ACCUSE mi of saying bad things abt her school ( green ridge)during a competition.. which i dun really remember and even if i do.... it wasn't on intention... and EVEN *if it was....( i didn't and it wasn't) i didn't spread or shout out my comments to everyone..i was just having a leasuire converstion with my seniors! hai~!
i was to let by gone be by gone.... but .... the way hui shi and jacklynn told mi abt her was awful... they say " ORH!!!! U CHEM LIAO!! U "DE ZUI" her" ...... it sounds as though it was a hellish mistake!

BACK TO PIG!

.... i was angry! very ! very.. not so much(30%) because he talk to him but (70%) because he choose to talk on phone and refuse to give mi an urgent thingy! AI YA! I DUNNO LA! very siao now! now in the right mood! MOO MEOW!
i refuse to talk to him for the whole day.. till now loz... i even refuse to have direct eye contact with him.. i m pure angry! ARGH! ... luckily got hui ting beside mi to talk to mi.. to distract my attention. .hai~! ... the scar is still there even if u are not looking at it.....

just as i guessed... he was the duplicate of mi.... just like photocopy....( maybe for him.. his ink is too much. so balcker than mine) ... if u didn't talk to him.. he won't talk to u .... thats our policy.. i always agree on that theory .. but i always hate it when it is happening to mi! somtimes i really can understand how helpless jacklynn get when i do that to her...
KARMA!!!! KARMA !!!! now pig is doing this to mi.. hai~!....

. aniway.... the SANA course is doing well.. everyone in the hall pass.... and our JANET CHAI got the highest mark!!! SO PROUD OF HER!!! MEOW MEOW !!!!! congrates!

on the way home.... i didn't talk to him .... maybe we were waiting for each other to take the initaitive to start the topic.. but none of us do.. PARALLEL LINES DUN MEET!
but in the MRT.. i realised that for a long moment .... pig was alone..guess he was having problem with his grp of friends..... if the time bomb didn't explode ( in simple eng for gavin's sake coz i know he won't be ab;e to understand ...... if we didn't have conflict in the morning..) i would have gone there... the angel in my head is telling GO! but the devil in my head is telling mi NO! ... i choose the devil! so sorry!.... well.. thanks hui ting again .. she was siting beside mi accompanying mi.. iw as more fortunate in the sense that hui ting was there for mi..( but 3/4 of the time i was sleeping)

but gavin was alone!
how? i m worry too!
but wat can i do?
i m a stupid fooL!

... hai~!..... luckily i think when the train reached woodland... pig was perfectly fine with the rest.... if i'm not worng i saw them walking towards mac for lunch ? hahah i think so ba.... HUI TING wanted to go stamps in civic.. and iwantedt o go library to study... wow.. she finally agreed to accopany mi .. for 1 hour.. hahah its better than not.. haha wow! then outside the civic sentre.. we saw ZELING... moo!! he was again.. alone... watching the free sample show displayed outside.. hahaha we stood beside him.. so near that i can ever felt his sweat.. but he didn't realise that i was there.. then i sneezed..... 3 times... * it must be pig that was scolding mi .. i thnk so.. but after that.. abt 10 min or so.. he finally regconise us..... i gave him a can of coke light.... coz i can't finish it... ( dun worry .. its new cann la)_ ahaha

we went to library and sat beside a lady... we do our own stuff.. and hui ting ... as planned..... went off an hour later... THANKS ALOT! meow! hmm... i finished my MAS SPECTROMRTER notes and half of APGP.. then my stomach feel so... so so so hungry again.. so i wnet home .. god@ mum bought a huge packet of NASI BRUaNI....... so full now.. god! i m going to be fat...
oh yes.. in the library ., i sms gavin lots of time.. guess he is sleeping.. but ican't somfirm.. he might be angry with mi.. i apologoise to him ... lots of time.. hai~!..
so now here i m typing the story of my journey to bukit merah!
then gavin finally reply!!!!!

"hello....i was actuallysleeping just nowhow do you expect mi to reply? "

then i say sorry again.. then he say....

" can u tell mi why u shout at mi? can't i talk to anyone that i respect? do i have to ask your permission to talk to her until 2am???today in the hall when i there sitting with u guys if elt so unwelcome..once i walkaway and sit alone at e other side u all begin to laugh and joke around,,,do u know how i feel? i already feelso unwelsome here in st john ...why u have to do this ? can u tell me WADS UR PROBLEM? "

MY GOD !... this is probably the longest sms he typed to mi.. i was speechless at that moment ... ya.. he didn't need to ask i permission.... who m i to tell him who to talk to or who shouldn't... who m i ?
borther BEAR? BULL SHIT! its just a stupid useless character of mine... i m a nobody.. no one to him (or at least thats wat i think) ... ya.. maybe he was right . for once... i shouldn't control him.. i actually made the same mistake that jacklynn did to mi.... hai~!.... i'm a mirror of her.... pig, dun follow my footstep ! never! just stop right there and find ur own footstep..
i told him i will not bother him in the futeure animore.. i was very depress when is ay that....... i know it will be hard on us. but its the best way for mi not to hurt him animore..
he replied ..wads the problem? can u tell mi wats happening tou ? wat dun bother with mi in the future anymore? do u know how those words can hurt others mah? .. ya he was right! mmmmm i was .. once agin hurting him... but i hope this is the last and final times!

yea.... i know how much it hurts him.. as it hurts mi just as much....
i really care abt him..... more than my own blood brother... i dunno la........ give mi sometime.. i maynot be in the right stead of mind now.. sorry if there is anithing ... sorry!!!!!!!! good night blog.. its a long and teary day today !hope tomorrow is better.... right bro pig?

love,
yit hann


* ps.... thanks Xiao chuan for helping mi to register the blog.. coz i m a newbi here... hahha

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